Conteng Wall

Oh yeah!! 

Before left this beloved school end of november,

we had done something to school.

bear witness to our presence in this school before. o(≥v≤)o

DA LANG!!

Mural Painting!!

25/5/2011

Da feeling is AWESOME when painting da wall and drawing on da wall ...!!

Because I never ever draw something before on wall.. since i born out and grow up,

parents have banned me to draw and write on wall. and I'm so obedient!! didnt naughty ! =P


Both drawings were sketched by me =P  *proud nye*

Prism , light ray  on wall -- my drawing

Heart on wall-- steppie drawing

People who involve in this mural painting.

We are impresive,Right?  XD LOL.

Remember!  before graduate, If have chance,

go  "conteng conteng" something which belonging  of school.(￣▽￣)

AHAHA.  I'm not teach you behave bad ya! =X

It's end finally

OMG!! Finally exam was finished!!

Sudah lama aku tunggu saat ini.!

Silly exam extremely  worn me out.. ='(

Studied till midnight everyday

and keep like this for more than 2 weeks.

Totally in the half dead condition. > . <

So happy with the coming holidays!

BUTTTTTTTTT....

That's something bad approach......

EXTRA CLASSS~~

mummy...T____T

My plan has been ruined.

Planning to go out having a break and play in second week.

This thing happens pulak! 

Holidays = No holidays.

First week is preparation for camp and activities of camp.

Second week is extra class.

Third week start schooling already.......

End this post with the feel of....

depressed.

 *blue blue blue blue*

Chemistry, May I love you?

CHEMISTRY study about?

BUT the problem I face is......

Really lost in Chemistry!! ='(

Chemistry, May I love you?
 

If not, I really very suffering, you know?

Please let me understand you and recognize you

Don't leave me alone ='(

I will try to change my heart to you

From HATE to LOVE!!

Please come back here.*begging*

Show my love to u.
Tadaaa!! =)

I miss "you".

I miss it suddenly ='(

Yesterday when I watched my picca album,

I found it.

Don't know how it is now..

maybe have someone take care him ady?

maybe die in hungry

 maybe.. maybe.....

Anyway,

When I saw "his" picca

What I feel is,

GUILTY and SORRY.

My parents forced me to throw him away.

I'll never and never forget that day!! ='(

Gathered up my braveness and did something heartless

"Let bygone be bygones"

No way! 

I will keep this as  remimder,

Do not let "sejarah" happen once again.

Bless him =) I miss you.

渺茫

星期四，5/5

学校有教育展
有很多很多college
看了很多个摊
填了很多表格
（他们说填罢了不会怎样的）
拿了一堆书跟纸回来……
但是……
每当被朋友问
“Layying,你SPM过后要读什么做什么？”
我的答案总是那两个字
““不懂”
有时朋友听到这两个字都想打我
因为我到现在还没去策划。

（不是我想要的嘛 >_<¦  ）

小时候，
我希望我长大后可以做老师

因为老师对我很好，循循善诱
所以我开始以老师为榜样。




之后爸爸有段时间在医院
我看到护士（还被电到，哈哈）

我便开始有了当护士的念头
而且护士也有一个称号——白衣天使。 (≥o≤)
我想帮那些病人，需要的人
所谓“助人为快乐之本”嘛~



慢慢的，
长大了，
不想被约束，也想为公众服务
就想投入Hospitality的行业
就像现在浮现在我脑海中的——导游
或旅游业的职员

还有
最后的最后，
想更简单一点，
一毕业直接接收training，
4，5个月就可以飞了
那就是空中小姐……。

但是朋友们都不是很赞同
妈妈也是。



这四个东东，
不懂哪个才是好的

爸爸妈妈希望我当老师

因为政府津贴。

护士虽然有津贴

但是妈妈不给，

说肮脏。
空姐要一直飞

妈怕我便姑婆。

导游也是，

但是老爸事先告诉我

没钱让我读college。

所以…………
结论是

………………………




昨天被英文老师叫出来oral
老师问我这个问题
““Layying, What do you do after SPM?”
我err 了很久，才回答
把通通的东西告诉老师
老师问我
“If your parents insist you to do be teacher, how do you do?”
我回答了“I will just follow their mind.”
老师也惊讶到。
最后老师给我几句劝告

“Layying, Just follow your heart !

Go ahead with what you want to be”

当时我差点要流泪了 〒＾〒
因为老师的鼓励。
老师还笑笑告诉我
我适合当老师或护士
因为我拥有那种为大众的精神，
能忍受委屈也再所不惜的精神，还有耐心。
她的话弄我开心死了。
Thanks，Teacher！ =）

无论如何，

我的前途还是没结论……

很

渺

茫

 ………………

Random.

I found that when you start thinking and saying what you really want then your mind automatically shifts and pulls you in that direction. And sometimes it can be that simple, just a little twist in vocabulary that illustrates your attitude and philosophy.
Jim Rohn

保持距离

人

是比动物聪明又先进的动物

越是先进

越是危险

越是聪明

越是难了解

人的心

有时真的变得很快

就好像龙卷风似的

要来就来

要去就去

那些心，

我动不着

 

因为很危险……

不想拿自己的命运去做赌注

惟有…………

“保持距离” =）